hi! I missed from long time... sorry...

my days are good, from few days I re-started to smoke (with disappointment by my bf)

but for me it's ok... smoking makes me feel relaxed..

I re-started to draw, too!! (I like very much to draw, I find it  a very good thing, cause with time I can learn new methods...)

I just haven't had many news in these days...

now, however, I'll try to be more present here!

hugs and kisses

xoxoxoxoxo

I have been to marriage of the person who I told about in the previous post...

I have had a very lovely day...

and she was very pretty!!!!!

but she has not dedicated much time to me...

she was busy with other things..

like photos and invitates...

and I succeeded to obtain a photo with her!!! (after a my req) LOL

I asked her if at least she has a facebook contact, cause she doesn't live anymore here, but in a  norther city of Italy (I live in south Italy), so I guess we won't met again soon...

for this I am sad...but after everything, as I already said, I am happy for her...

I hope his new husband make her happy and not suffer...

it's so great and special the sensation we have when we found some people who we didn't meet after long time...

the other day I met one person very special for me, and her daughter...this person is like a aunt for me...

when I was a child I spent much time with them, I lived also in her same country, but many years ago I transferred in the city where I live right now... so now I never met them!

the other day I went to met them for telling them I will be present to her marriage celebration..cause on 28th August her daughter she's gonna marry... and I am so happy for her!

unfortunately I am sure I won't met her daughter soon, after that day, cause she now lives in another italian city...

but however, I am happy to have met her after so long time!

hi everyone...

now I am also on facebook, I have created that yesterday...

I have done it just right now cause I didn't was much sure I wanted to create it...

for reasons of privacy, first of everything...

yeah, cause some people I know wants my friendship there, but I don't want their ones...

I am not in good relations with them.. before I was, but right now I am not.

I still don't know what is facebook's objective... if it's to violate our privacy and shows everything about our life or if it's just a way to keep in touch and joking about something funny or still if it's a place where to communicate and to share thoughts.

I wanna find it out

one day ago I downloaded a very funny game... New York Nights 2...

there you can have a life where you can be who you would be in the real one but however for some reasons you can't...

and... in this game YOU CAN :)

I really like it... and graphic is good... (I have downloaded mobile phone's version) so I guess the graphic of computer's version would be good too!

now I have downloaded also Miami Nights, and previous version of Ney Yourk Nights...

have fun!

every stile has its own particularities... every style is different by others one, for this reason...

everyone choise his/her style... it makes everyone original and with a personal style...

for example, I like very much my own style... which is commonly called ''animalier''... it includes striped accessories, with tiger printing or leopard printing...

but I absolutely don't buy things with animalier printing made up by animals' skin, fur or animal hair...

when something is denied or prohibited to us, we feel a sense of rebellion, we absolutely want things we can't have, or we want doing things we can't do...

I have always thought that with prohibitions we obtain exactly the opposite result we hope...

this cause when we don't obtain something, we try to obtain it through other ways... sometimes dangerous, too...

without the freedom of do whatever we want, we feel incomplete and without power...

 like we were in cage...

today me and my bf were passing our day in swimming pool 

first we have taken sunbeams, for getting bronze   

then we quickly  have enjoyed the swimming pool...

we have passed the most of time there...

we have passed a very nice day...

here some pics:

today, in the morning, I went to an hairdressing salon, to get a new hairstyle...

now I have permanent for curly hair, and I have also cut them...

I like them very much...

here there's one my pic with curly hair... 

I hope they r not so bad...

my brother has bought a book from a senegalese...

I have read just the first part of it, but it seems very interesting.

now my brother is reading it, but at the same time I am reading it, too...

its name is ''Seven days in Dakar''.

Two Italian men go in Africa, in Dakar, for 7 days, and at their return they have to write about  habits of African people, their life, their religion.

now, I still haven't read it enough, but I'm gonna read it all...

I just have written my first opinion about it...

long time I didn't read a book... LoL  

so, now I am enjoyn' this one, also not for lose the habit of reading... 

p.s. I don't know if exists an english version of it...

btw I hope it exists...